New Beginnings
I’ve come to the wonderful realization today that letting go can be a wonderful thing. Lauren and I are up in New Jersey for the weekend, and we were in a dating situation that just wasn’t going so well lately.
On Friday, we ended things the way they were – while we were both still up here with two days left on our trip. It hurt me deeply at first, and the night was rough and full of tears. The next morning I got up and felt the same way. We went to the second day of the UPW event that we came up for, and somehow I just got in an elated place and realized that I’m the master of my own emotions. I put the sadness aside, and I realized what I really have here, and amazingly so did Lauren. Today has been an incredible day. I just feel so alive, happy, and invigorated, and I honestly feel like I have a new truly caring and close real friend that I can share everything with.
This last part here is directed at you Lauren, and if you read this randomly one day you’ll know how much this weekend with you changed my outlook on love and relationships, and even life in general. I love this feeling I have, and I love you Lauren, as one of my real, true friends, and I always will. I will never give up on this. I’m your friend through it all, and you won’t be able to lose that no matter what you do. I’m here through it all!
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